Thursday, June 9, 2011

Bubble songs

In my emotional state, I want to put some bubble songs out there. There are more emotions that I feel but I don't want to wear my entire heart on my sleeve







Sunday, May 15, 2011

Muah

Cowboy Appreciation

The last card can apply to you too, but I wanted to add on. ......

I am aware that you feel under pressure and uncomfortable about commitments. I want you to know I respect you and am letting you keep your space.
I wouldn't mind having more imaginative escapes though.
I hate when you break my heart but I appreciate some of the things you can do right.
Muah xoxo

airplane Pictures, Images and Photos

Thank you.
You guys went all out. I saw the acknowledgement with "Constant Gardner," and a few cats on the field. There was even a Lenny Kravitz commercial where I saw the humorous connection with "Neverending Story," scene where the horse drowns.
~Smiles~

As much as I sometimes get annoyed by the media and not having control with the way I am out there, I give some appreciation for the imaginative escape and getting out although I'm not officially out.
I can't see who took the action and made it happen with the plane ride and a night out, but I appreciate the (person/people) who made the imaginative effort anyway.

thank you Pictures, Images and Photos

Personal Thank You

airplane Pictures, Images and Photos

Thank you.
You guys went all out. I saw the acknowledgement with "Constant Gardner," and a few cats on the field. There was even a Lenny Kravitz commercial where I saw the humorous connection with "Neverending Story," scene where the horse drowns.
~Smiles~

As much as I sometimes get annoyed by the media and not having control with the way I am out there, I give some appreciation for the imaginative escape and getting out although I'm not officially out.
I can't see who took the action and made it happen with the plane ride and a night out, but I appreciate the (person/people) who made the imaginative effort anyway.

thank you Pictures, Images and Photos

Friday, March 25, 2011

I love you Neo

If I can never get anything I want, I really would live the rest of my life as a dreamer.
I've never liked to be so extreme with some people.
I've remained neglected. People fail to see how they ruin love. People fail to understand boundaries and freedom and that there is a such thing as options. People fail by being relentless with either being a control freak and/or playing their own endless games.
Screw the dumb bitch Katy Perry; "you're so gay," song as well.
People fail to understand on so many levels.
I've never lived for them to understand me and answer to them in the first place.
Screw Gaga and her paparazzi song too.
For other enemies who are extreme perverts saying that the only way to have me is to go down on me, screw you. You're in the rest of the trashy Jerry Springer category of thinking you own me and that you know what is best for my relationships.
The matrix man's fault? Who would ever think to blame the rigger, the man behind the computer using statistics or his own ignorance and/or arrogance every step of the way. (being sarcastic).
Keanu Reeves has my respect just for being the actor. But, even in a down to earth way, I'd dream of their being more aggressive men like him.
Single and waiting and still Dane's woman on the side even with his own bickerings, game playing, and being a man whore.

Matrix Pictures, Images and Photos



Matrix dark background Pictures, Images and Photos

I don't literally worship Neo as God, but if people would ever get a clue of my misery or distress..........................

Saturday, February 5, 2011

More bubble songs

Not sure what I think of this animation. But as for the actual song: its part of what I'm going through now.



No, I don't have a specific person I can direct these next couple of songs to: but I continue to carry the dream of what I want:





And even though I get paranoid with other people's assumptions, I still like David Grey's music:
I swoon over the emotional lullaby





After being such an exploitive drama queen of myself, this song still remains an even further dream: PRIVACY PRIVATE LIFE PRIVATE LIFE WHERE WE AS A COUPLE MAKE OUR OWN PERCEPTIONS AND DECISIONS

Bubble Songs

These present songs are based on my personal stereotype of what is going on in with France. It is me holdiing onto my dreams. It is me holding onto my future. It is also being uncertain of who could await.



It is a happy song of hope, but I really have an eyeore attitude about it. Tired of always being on the road again, but I usually find ways to enjoy myself on the road.

Staying afloat. Even though it is a depressing song, it is also a prideful song. No compromise.




This song has enduringly remained a song of dreams.



Another song that I like: