Besides some Peter Pan jokes, I had the wierdest dream the other day that I was floating, no gravity. It really scared me. Just a random thought......
I think you gave a hint last night with one reason to be angry or hateful towards me. Steven Seagull (Colbert). I really don't know what he really did to you. I obviously did cheer for him with however "he beat you up." I'm sorry. I know you and him have seemed to kid around and stuff and I really don't know the drama that is going on with you guys. It was just a time a few months ago when with the things that were going on, I was happy and relieved. I can put it behind me, but you give one reason to be the punisher with me. I really don't know how else to say anything. You seem to have your own thoughts and I have mine and I don't know how to not breathe. We can't change each other's minds. It is just a moment to put behind, but you could be wanting to use it against me for a long time or just have your own times of getting revenge and that is that.
I don't have anything against Steve now. It is nothing personal that I havn't watched his show. I havn't even caught up with all of the SNL episodes yet. I even told you I have usually been going to bed earlier, so I'm just plain tired after your show. He is on my good side though right now. Well, I guess it also depends on your punishment and my ~hard time to say~ obedience to you~.
I know that you sometimes play the pimp with me. But, besides Steve, sometimes I think there are random men that come and go that you just may actually be jealous of or have a problem or worry in me being attracted to. You already know how it is with me when it is on my end.... I know I'm more emotional right now and have a lot of emotions about a lot of things. I've already said that right now I just don't care about anything. So, if you want to keep seducing me and me play your sex kitten, I can play along. I may have a clear mind or something may be different in the future later, but I just don't care. It does and doesn't count with the fairy dust but I'll just be carefree.
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